Monday, October 20, 2008

14.

Where do I stand in this desert place

When unspoken words fall between us

Built this seemingly impenetrable glass wall

As I stare in desperation at Your face

On the other side.


Worn and weary I am shackled

By invisible chains of lies and deceptions

As I beat mercilessly upon this barrier

Till my struggling cease and I fall

On my knees.


And I scream, Oh Lord!

I scream into the voiceless nights

Till my voice is hoarse and my tears flood

Till my broken heart pounds again with passion

Oh Lord, my Father, my God.


Oh my Lord Jesus

Won’t you speak?

Won’t you meet with me?

And break these chains and heal these hurts?

I plead.


Within the quiet a still voice whispers

Do you remember the day He died and arise

The reason of His sacrifice?

Do you remember when you first fell in love with Him

The dance in the flower fields within the breeze?


Oh have you forgotten

The many times you’ve cried

Where He is within each tear that falls

And the moment when He wraps His arms around you

In His peaceful embrace?


Oh how sweet the surrender

When you laid your head upon His lap

Listening to His gentle voice

When all fear and sadness melts away

From just a touch of His hand.


He is never too far to reach

Even when you have strayed

He is only a breath away

When you call with repentance

When all pride is stripped away.


Oh His love is never changing

Neither does it wanes

Even when you turn the other way

He welcomes you into His arms

When you run to His throne again.


My beloved Jesus

Renew my love for You once more

Let all Your delights be my joy

A fresh outpouring of Your Spirit

That fills this emptiness.